Thursday, 16 January 2020

Bobby Don't You Think They Know New York

January is a lulling month, with skies and pavement reflecting each other’s dismal grey, so to break up the monotony, I thought it would be a good time to book a trip to New York and visit some Moz friends. Waking up in Brooklyn the morning after crossing the continent cramped and crammed into two economy class flights, my first delight was a purring peaches and cream kitty nestled beside me, and then, upon checking notifications on my phone, my next delight was discovering that a snippet of a new Morrissey single was circulating the net. Stale jetlag evaporating in an instant, I fumbled with my phone for that heart-surging initial listen and Bobby Don’t You Think They Know graced my ears (and the kitty’s) for the first time.


Morrissey on Broadway, photo by me


And oh, what perfect timing to be visiting a tour friend for the release, as decades fall away and we are suddenly oozing teenage excitement because how can we not? By mid-afternoon, the entire track is available to stream, much to our enraptured screams. With each listen of Bobby, another new layer is uncovered.

Featuring R&B powerhouse Thelma Houston, Bobby Don’t You Think They Know is the first single from Morrissey’s upcoming album I Am Not A Dog On A Chain. The song opens with a catchy keyboard riff, higher notes pushing forward with sparkling urgency, whilst underneath lush dark chords resonate. Darkness and light expound first phrases, and well, we wonder, “what is this song about?” Morrissey’s smooth voice invites us into Bobby’s dark underworld: “ice, blow, spikes, snow... Bobby don’t you think they know?” He’s forceful, but then, he softens, “aren’t you... tired of... pretending? I know, you’re tortured... below.” Man, Bobby is going through it and it’s heavy.



Thelma and Morrissey (via thelmahoustonofficial Instagram)


Then, Thelma joins in and the harmonizing begins. Their voices work well together: Morrissey’s silky smooth vocals blend, balance, and drive mesmerizingly with Houston’s nimble yet controlled phrasing. It’s elegant and plucky at once. While the tune is definitely keyboard-based, guitars and bass, with gritty-city distortion cradle the keys nicely, and add texture to the track. For anyone unversed in druggie-slang, you’ll pick it up here, as Bobby has been more than merely dabbling, trying to mask his “torture down below” with a cocktail of uppers and downers. An organ solo adds vintage flair, a bit of late 60’s a la Doors, and builds with Houston’s gospel rock vocal accents into streetwise vibrato-driven baritone and tenor saxophones. Bobby is a truly textured musical piece, simultaneously dark, smooth, heavy – and showcases Morrissey’s uncanny ability to fabric a short story - a life - within a pop song; his lyrics always leave us wanting more and wondering more.





Undoubtedly, the release of a new Morrissey single added an extra spring in my step whilst pounding the shoe-worn pavements of Brooklyn, and, combined with the news (unveiled back in December) that Morrissey is planning another May New York residency, this time at the Harlem Apollo, there lingers a certain sparkle in NYC air. My friend and I decided to tackle the subways up to Harlem, taking in cultural sites and a quick glimpse at the legendary Apollo, which stands with dramatic anticipation amongst the bustle of street vendors and dusky lights.


Harlem at Dusk by me

New York is one of those cities that breathes art, culture, inspiration, and as a place where such divine, revolutionary literature and music are birthed, it has been an influential city for Morrissey. Even buildings and subways throb struggle-art, art-struggle, as well as a certain edginess that evokes and erupts cultural shift to anyone who is paying attention. So, my visit did bring to mind some of Morrissey’s New York influences, and while I’m sure I’m missing many (do forgive), I thought I’d touch on some here:




1. The New York Dolls



via Esquire

Well, obviously! The Dolls were one of those bands decades ahead of their time, and struck young Morrissey like otherworldly lightning. Forcing open the lock-and-key of gender-specific fashion, with hair teased to the skies, they shocked any “basic” who even glanced their way, and they merged sultry pout with aggressive snarl both in appearance and sound. Morrissey has described them as “the mafia of rock and roll” (Face, 1985) and “the band who completely destroyed and changed my life” (Mozipedia). At last I am someone!” (Autobiography – of which pages 68-75 may remind you of just how much the Dolls mean to Mozzer).


Teenage Moz in a Dolls tee via Pinterest

Morrissey ran the Dolls fan club in the 1970’s, and published a short book, The New York Dolls in 1981. Most astoundingly, he facilitated the band’s reunion in 2004 for his Meltdown festival, documented in the film New York Doll, featuring the story of bassist Arthur Kane, who tragically passed away only a few weeks later. In 2006, Morrissey covered the Dolls’ Human Being.

Morrissey, on the New York Dolls (via Louder ThanWar):

They looked and sounded sensational. The lyrics had a fantastic rat-a-tat-tat spit to them, and the retching sound of Thunder’s guitar sounded completely unique to me. I was completely hooked – and I still am. Love at first sight. Or sound.”



2. Lou Reed



via Rolling Stone

Morrissey first saw NYC-born Reed live in 1972, where he was captivated by Reed’s unique poetic rock and being: “Lou Reed is unimpressed by applause, and lives a life detached from custom. His stare is cold and his romanticism is brutal. His songs are half-sung melodies of menace. He might drop dead any second, and is therefore the real thing.” (Autobiography). In 2013, Morrissey covered Reed track Satellite Of Love. Reed’s disregard for any notion of imposed societal ‘rules’ and misfit mystique must have spoken to Morrissey, and he chose the Velvet Underground’s The Black Angel’s Death Song amongst his Desert Island discs. After Reed’s death, Morrissey wrote on True To You:

No words to express the sadness at the death of Lou Reed. He had been there all of my life. He will always be pressed to my heart. Thank God for those, like Lou, who move within their own laws, otherwise imagine how dull the world would be. I knew the Lou of recent years and he was always full of good heart. His music will outlive time itself. We are all timebound, but today, with the loss of liberating Lou, life is a pigsty.”



3. The Ramones


Ramones on Subway Train by Bob Gruen

Formed in Queens, the Ramones soon impressed young Morrissey with their blitz blast of raw punk songs. In a 2012 interview, Morrissey remarked that his “love for the Ramones would out-live time itself. And it shall. Well, it virtually has already. If the Ramones were alive today, they’d be the biggest band in the world. It takes the world 30 years to catch on, doesn’t it?” and in 2014, Morrissey curated a Ramones compilation. Two years, later, in 2016, Morrissey covered Judy is a Punk at a Brooklyn concert, later releasing the song on Low in High School Deluxe Edition. He also often uses photos of the Ramones as stage backdrops.



4. James Baldwin


Baldwin in Harlem via The New York Times

Harlem-born writer and social activist Baldwin has greatly inspired Morrissey, and in Autobiography he writes of seeing Baldwin from afar in a Barcelona hotel in 1986:

He is weathered and intense, absorbed in his own thoughts, with a face there could never be enough time to describe. I drink him in, but can do no more. I pin so much prestige to James Baldwin that to risk approach places my life on the line; I’d hang myself at any glimmer of rejection. History books overlook James Baldwin because he presented an unvarnished view of the American essence – as blunt and rousing as print would allow. His public speeches were intoxicating, his motivational palette of words so full of fireworks that you smile as you listen – not because of humor, but because he was so good at voicing the general truth, with which most struggled. His liking for male flesh gave the world the perfect excuse to brush him aside as a social danger, and he was erased away as someone who used his blackness as an excuse for everything. In fact, his purity scared them off, and his honesty ignited irrational fear in an America where men were draped with medals for killing other men yet imprisoned for loving one another. Pitifully, on this Barcelona day, I do not have the steel to approach Baldwin, because I know very well that I will jabber rubbish, and that his large, soulful eyes will lower at someone ruefully new to the game. Shortly thereafter, he is dead.”

Morrissey’s website, Morrissey Central, features Baldwin’s image and quote, “artists are here to disturb the peace” on the homepage, and his stage backdrops also often feature Baldwin.



Of course, there are so many influential New York artists, it is impossible to discuss them all within a short blog post, but certainly artists like singer and poet Patti Smith (while not born in NY, much of her artistic foundation formed during the NYC punk movement; Morrissey was completely spellbound by Horses on first listen in 1976) and drag artist John Epperson aka Lypsinka (also not NY-born, but whose career catapulted off Broadway in the 80’s) feature prominently in Morrissey’s faves.

It is clear that New York holds a special place in Morrissey’s heart and numerous successful residencies and memorable gigs also attest to how adored he is in the city. I feel beyond fortunate to have seen him 8 times in NYC, once at Madison Square Garden, and 7 times at Lunt-Fontanne, and hope with every ounce of my being to see him in NY again later this year.

For now, I’ll leave you with a distinctly Morrissey New York “Fashion moment,” where he exudes dapper and sporty in an embroidered Gucci Yankees jacket:


Via alisonmartino on Instagram



Special thanks to #teamsnuggles
and my 'NY correspondents'
@basia_ana and @butihatepepperoni
for their copious cultural know-how

Friday, 27 December 2019

Top Ten Morrissey Moments 2019


What are the Top Ten Morrissey moments of 2019?


Morrissey at the Hollywood Bowl

I am relieved to be finished with the extent of my holiday visiting, and, not being the hugest fan of Christmas, happy to see the virtually inescapable decorations and Xmas tunes – thrust upon us while Halloween’s howls still echo - packed away for another year. It’s a little startling to realize that the 2010’s are drawing to a close, and I will soon be entering my 5th decade on this planet... eek! Throughout the folds of this past decade, I have experienced some of the greatest joys and sorrows I have known, have travelled to places I never thought I would visit, and have met many new friends from all over the world. It was also during the 2010’s that I found Morrissey and his music, and I say with no exaggeration, this is by far the most beautifully pivotal discovery of my life. He has helped me through some of my worst times, and given me many of my best moments. I feel saved, enriched, and ... in spite of a few new wrinkles and aches as the daunting number 40 lurks – the most alive I have ever been.

The 2010’s were certainly momentous and fruitful for Morrissey, as he released 3 stunning studio albums: World Peace is None of Your Business, Low in High School, and California Son, published Autobiography and his first novel, List of the Lost, and toured North and South America, Asia, Australia, and Europe numerous times. And now... to focus in on the last year of this decade, I thought I would take this opportunity to reflect on some of the greatest Morrissey moments in 2019. My top ten is in no specific order, as I am far too enamoured to choose...


Let’s get started:


1. Morrissey returns to Canada
(okay, okay... this might be my personal favourite)

"Cana-dear I am here"
Morrissey in Toronto in April

2019 was a massive year for Canadian Morrissey fans, as Morrissey returned to Canada for the first time in 15 years. The 9-date tour kicked off with sold out shows in Toronto and Montreal, where Moz was showered with gifts, exuberance, and love. In October, the Canadian dates resumed, with Morrissey playing first time ever shows in Edmonton, Calgary, Saskatoon, and Winnipeg, and back to back sold out nights in Vancouver (his first time playing there in 22 years). It was amazing - and touching - to meet fans who have loved Morrissey since his Smiths days, waiting over 30 years, who were finally getting to see him sing in person. The tour also featured special Canadian merch, including a “Be Kind To Seals Or I’ll Cull You” t-shirt.




2. California Son


Morrissey holding a copy of California Son in Vancouver

On May 24th, two days after his 60th birthday, Morrissey released his 12th studio album, California Son, an eclectic mix of 12 1960's and 70's covers originally recorded by North American artists such as Buffy Sainte-Marie and Phil Ochs. Morrissey captivatingly demonstrates his ability to stay true to the originals, while adding his own flair, and a modern, polished sound. California Son's opener is a glittering, ethereal Jobriath cover, Morning Starship, and the album continues with a blend of folk, protest songs, and love songs. The entire record is well-rounded, and provides a window into Morrissey’s influences and his incredibly good taste as a lifelong music fan. Highlights include his emotional and triumphant vocals on Orbison’s It’s Over, showcasing his stunning range, and a hauntingly beautiful cover of Melanie’s Some Say I Got Devil.




3. Morrissey’s First Broadway Residency




From May 2nd to 11th, Morrissey held a phenomenal 7 night residency at the Lunt-Fontanne theatre on Broadway. Fans from as far as Belgium, Japan, and Dubai travelled to be treated to an intimate live experience in the historic beaux-arts-styled venue, with Morrissey singing a diverse mix of songs ranging from the Smiths to current day. Every night weaved unique memories that elevated the heart, and Broadway was on fire with love for Morrissey for 10 delicious days.




4. Moz Fashion Moments




2019 was yet another year of incredible style for Morrissey, as he stepped out in a variety of dashing looks, including cut tees that show off his vegan physique and tailored embroidered suit jackets. Moz can rock both formal and informal pieces, and sometimes blends both to create his own smart casual fashion masterpiece. Some of my favourite style moments were undoubtedly the navy blue cardigan paired with the Meat is Murder tee in Philly at Non-Comm back in May, and the emergence of a brand new stage look for Moz: the vest (waistcoat), which featured on much of the North American tour, to my heart-eyed delight. Morrissey wears waistcoats with extra charm, perfectly selecting accessories such as rosaries and lapel pins to personalize the look. Other exciting fashion moments included vintage tawny trousers and a full-on green sparkly suit. Ultra handsome devil!

(cardigan photo by basia_ana)



5. North American Tour


Morrissey in Edmonton

From early September to late October, Morrissey toured the US and Canada with a 23 date tour (17 concerts in the US and 6 in Canada). At the US gigs, Manhattan based indie band Interpol opened for Moz. The triumphant tour played a variety of venues, from amphitheatre to intimate theatre to arena, and featured diverse setlists with rarities spanning all decades of Morrissey’s catalogue, including a number of covers.  Through North, South, East, and West, over thousands of miles covered, Moz and the band were in top form every night, and fans ecstatic. Check out Morrissey Central to see Mozzer’s Top Ten nights of the tour: 

https://www.morrisseycentral.com/messagesfrommorrissey/softly-as-i-leave-you



6. The Hollywood Bowl


"Sparkle, sparkle, sparkle!"


Morrissey’s North American tour culminated with a dazzling sold-out concert to adoring fans at the Hollywood Bowl, showing he is indeed California’s truest son. With a 23-song setlist showcasing gems from California Son, the Smiths, and the span of his solo discography, Morrissey mesmerized on stage at the glamorous venue with cord whips, outstanding vocals, and sparkling energy, even wearing a glittering green suit. I feel incredibly lucky to have been there, and Morrissey described it as “the best night of [his] touring life.”




7. Brilliant Setlists


Morrissey singing Seasick Yet Still Docked on Broadway


2019 saw some glorious setlists from Mozzer, with rare tracks and never-before-played-live songs blessing our ears. Newer numbers included first-times for California Son’s Morning Starship, Wedding Bell Blues, Lady Willpower, Some Say I Got Devil, and Days of Decision (debuted at the Hollywood Bowl) and Low In High School’s bonus track rarity, dark and penetrating Never Again Will I Be A Twin. I Won’t Share You made its first ever appearance on Broadway night 7, to tears and awe, and another Smiths gem, Girl Afraid, was played live in Montreal for the first time since 1984. Morrissey sang a number of solo treasures, including Satan Rejected My Soul (first time live in 22 years), I Am Hated For Loving (first time in 19 years), I’ve Changed My Plea To Guilty and You’re Gonna Need Someone On Your Side (both first time in 12 years) and Why Don’t You Find Out For Yourself  and Seasick, Yet Still Docked (both first time in 10 years). Divine!




8. Hairdresser On Fire – More Moz Style!



Morrissey showing off longer hair in Houston


To the surprise of almost every fan, Morrissey stepped out for his fall tour with the longest hair he has likely sported since his teenage days. For a man who has since then always donned a short cropped quiff, this was undoubtedly a surprise, and also a gutsy style move... and can we talk about how much he suits the unexpected ‘do? He is positively dashing with the extra length! Although, to be fair, Mozzer is so iconically gorgeous that it shouldn’t come as a big shock that he can effortlessly pull off a number of looks. He looks ultra-handsome devil with the slightly longer grey locks, and the hairstyle exudes romantic hero, especially when paired with the waistcoat and unbuttoned shirt – oh my heart! I am wondering if the vintage music he's been recording for California Son provided some mane inspiration for the good-looking man about tour.




9. Morrissey Stands Up To Bullies


Morrissey wearing Fuck The Guardian tee in Hollywood

The British press is known to be parasitic and slanderous, and papers, particularly the Guardian, have tried repeatedly to defame Morrissey’s name. Whether you agree or disagree with Morrissey’s opinions on any matter, he is true to himself and is an authentic voice in a time when many are afraid to speak their minds. For these rags to write cruel, bullying articles exacerbates unease in unsettling times, and promotes “groupthink or else” attitudes. Morrissey is a unique artist with his own mind who has tirelessly campaigned for animal rights as a voice for the voiceless, and has also pushed against the grain of society's gender stereotyping and challenged our pre-conceived notions of the typical, extroverted, womanizing rock frontman's image. His art has helped those who are lonely, depressed, and/or outsiders in general feel less alone since the 1980s, and his intelligence and bravery to speak out encourage growth and discussion. Morrissey's quotes have been continually taken out of context by the media, and clickbait headlines have become the primary drive for spiritless and talentless journalists who have very little to offer to the world themselves, except for feigned outrage. Morrissey told them exactly how he feels at the Hollywood Bowl, wearing a Fuck The Guardian t-shirt. For anyone who has ever been attacked or bullied by others, this was inspiring, and – it’s also a symbol of the defiance that rock and roll and punk are all about. Stand up for yourself and your beliefs, and be true to yourself!

For more reading on how Morrissey has been a groundbreaking voice ahead of his time, check out Fiona Dodwell's article: Five Ways Morrissey Has Been Ahead Of His Time




10. New Album Announcement


Photo edit by me

Following his successful North American tour, Morrissey announced on Morrissey Central that a new studio album, I Am Not A Dog on A Chain, is set to be released in March 2020. The eleven track titles are:

Jim Jim Falls
Love Is On Its Way Out
Bobby, Don’t You Think They Know? (duet with Thelma Houston, first single)
I Am Not A Dog On A Chain
What Kind Of People Live In These Houses?
Knockabout World
Darling, I Hug A Pillow
Once I Saw The River Clean
The Truth About Ruth
The Secret Of Music
My Hurling Days Are Done

Very exciting times! For more information on the album visit Morrissey Central:

https://www.morrisseycentral.com/messagesfrommorrissey/new-morrissey-album



And finally, before I leave you, here is my favourite merch item of the year, the Canadian animal friends tee:







Happy New Year!



"It was a good lay, good lay"



Tuesday, 3 December 2019

The Uncaged Heart Pt 2: Morrissey in Edmonton and Calgary

I’ve zigzagged all over America, the UK, and even dotted a bit around Europe and South America, but for years much of Canada, my home country, remained untouched. This year, thanks to Morrissey, I had already visited Toronto and Montreal for the first time, and now, I would find myself returning to Edmonton and Calgary (it had been over 2 decades) and travelling to Winnipeg and Saskatoon, also firsts. No passport required ... Touching down in Edmonton at midnight, the airport stands nearly desolate save for a few dawdling late night passengers and parka-ed employees, as wintery blasts lash the sides of the building. Bemused, I notice a rather dystopic looking convenience store complete with slurpee machines located across from the baggage claim, as conveyors spit out luggage under eerie florescent lights.

Edmonton’s streets are lined with silvery trees casting down their leaves, and while the daytime sky is azure, chilled air invites smoky wisps of vapour when one talks. It's a long way from last weekend's San Diego palms. Walking, we pass signs for everything from used bookstores to nude table dancing "Chez Pierre", as magpies hop gaily from sidewalk to branch. Overhead, I spot a magpie balancing on a window ledge and snap a photo: the birds have lovely plump white chests and sleek black wings and I find them mesmerizing. “One for sorrow,” they say, but I never believe negative superstitions about animals.


Morrissey in Edmonton

Standing in the brisk evening air beside the brick of the venue, I feel electric anticipation charging through my veins: tonight is the first show of the fall Canadian tour, and I have a front row centre ticket. My cheeks ache from smiling. It’s unfathomable how I am somehow within the same human frame as I am at home: this typically lethargic, gloomy introvert now sees such sparkle to the world. It's nice to escape my cocoon of ughs, even if it's just for a little while.

As we race into the theatre past scarlet carpets and rows of seats, I am awestruck to discover tonight’s stage is very low, with no barrier. The microphone, standing elegantly right before me, seems virtually eye-level, which is of course an exaggeration, but I can’t recall being at a gig that feels quite so intimate. I drink a sip of wine to calm down, but nerves and bliss make my heart pound with untethered liveliness, and the spell cannot be quelled, as pre-show videos mount towards the longed-for moment Morrissey walks on stage.

What will he sing...? What will he wear...? What will he say...?  

“Canada-dear, I am here,” he leans into the microphone, to rapturous cheers. The band jumps energetically into the driving tempo of Suedehead, and stage lights flicker and flash. I’m nearly certain all breath has left me as Moz slashes the microphone cord, which, in a thrill almost touches me, and he twists and turns about the stage... “Why do you come here... and why... oh why... why do you hang around?” He is ultra close to us... I keep thinking, in wonder. Tonight he’s wearing a midnight-blue blazer accented with lapel pins, a white Morrissey t-shirt given to him by a fan, and dark wash jeans.





As Morrissey sings Alma Matters, he takes my hand in his, and in that moment all of life’s pains are washed away. It feels like a dream I could never have imagined during the hopeless hollows of my late 20’s and early 30’s ... and now mind, body, and soul are restored. Perhaps I never was alone... I just hadn’t found what speaks to me yet.

Moz is in a good mood, chatting between songs and even jokes about the slippery stage floor, “if I go a over t, by all means, laugh as hard as you like” before How Soon Is Now’s opening notes fill the theatre. He smells divine, like incense, and when he smiles, his eyes sparkle blue heavens under his dark, dramatic brows. Being so near is beyond surreal, and the entire energy of the night feels eternal. There is an added something to seeing him in my home country that I cannot quite describe, a combination of soaring spirit, and the grounded joy of sensing Canada's earth under my feet as I watch him.




Tonight’s setlist includes California Son covers, like piano driven number Wedding Bell Blues, Smiths songs, and Morrissey tracks spanning from Viva Hate until current day. There are a number of Quarry era gems like Munich Air Disaster, Irish Blood, English Heart, and First of the Gang to Die, and Morrissey’s voice and lyrics capture such a complex range of human emotion, from lamentation to defiance to longing – that it’s impossible not to find oneself transformed while watching him. 

You may be tourists, you may be townies, you may live here, you may be passing through, so if you’re all those categories, this song is for you,” he dedicates, as the minor-chord poetry of Home is a Question Mark begins to dance in our ears. The yearning for “home,” or the feeling one has a place in this world, can be all-encompassing, deep, and even conflicting, and in this song I feel he expresses this sense of searching so well, down to the questions we ask ourselves. Morrissey continues to so eloquently describe what I’m going through – and ... again I know I’m never alone.





So the news is – we are all animals... All, all of us are an-i-mals” he states, and this truth is frequently ignored by human animals, who continue to exploit non-human animals merely because they don’t speak the same language as us. Over my journeys, particularly through Canada, I will meet a number of animal rights activists at Morrissey concerts, from those who bear witness and provide the final - and only - moments of comfort and love to animals on their way to the unimaginable horror of slaughter, to those who campaign to end the cruel treatment of animals for ‘fashion’ by companies such as Canada Goose. I feel honoured to meet these warriors for decency, and as Bullfighter's opening trumpet notes sound against a backdrop of bullfighting, I long for a day when non-human animals are no longer savagely ravaged by inhumane humans.


Edmonton Encore

For the encore, Morrissey returns wearing a pale blue jacket embroidered with birds, and a white and red Bruce Lee tshirt. Speedway’s guitars grind powerfully, and he holds the microphone stand up high for the crescendo’ed opening, his voice softening, yet ever resilient for the quiet haunt of the verses. and when you try to break my spirit, it won’t work, because there’s nothing left to break ... anymore.” And ... with the last flickers of light for the night, he throws his jacket off, then tears his t-shirt down the middle, dabbing its fabric on his handsome face and torso, and tosses the tee into the urgent depths of the crowd.

***

Lemmy the Beaver, our Canadian tour mascot, watches over us as we drive from Edmonton down to Calgary, alive with giggles and music. Outside, golden bales of hay and stretching fields dusted with snow roll by for endless miles, while magpies skip and flit from icy sky to frosted earth. Beefaroni truck guys zoom by every now and then, but Alberta also has a very up-and-coming vegan community, and it is always easy to find food. After a quick hotel rest to get ready, we are back waiting outside the next venue for Moz in Alberta, Round 2, donning our winter coats and boots.

Lemmy the beaver
Photo by @mischievousnose

While seated gigs provoke less panic-filled pressure at doors than standing shows, I am still overcome by the adrenaline-driven desire to run to the barrier, or in this case, to the stage itself. Part of this is, of course, ingrained after years of general admission concerts, where in a mix of endurance, will, and luck, every second counts, but I also know it’s because of the exhilarant joy of realizing in just a few hours, Morrissey will take that very stage waiting ahead.

Near, far... yes I believe the singing voice must go on...” Morrissey sings, in homage to Canadian chanteuse Celine Dion, after appearing in a wash of golden light... and Suedehead rings its glorious notes up to the rafters. Always one to admire Moz fashion, I notice tonight he is wearing trousers in a shade of tawny fabric that exude vintage cool. The look is complimented by a charcoal blazer and a very pale pink dress shirt, open a few buttons to reveal strands of rosary beads around his neck. The mix of vintage clothes with newer items, to me, connects symbolically with his latest album, California Son, as he takes older tunes and makes them new again, adding his own flair. We are all pieces of our past, while existing in the current moment, and – as an aside... how much fun would it be to go look around vintage clothing and record shops with Morrissey?


Moz fashion in Calgary!

Yes, I’m very happy, very happy. It will pass in a flash, it will pass in a flash, but I’m very happy,” Moz says, and then, after Wedding Bell Blues, he passes the microphone to a couple of fans in the front row, asking if they, too, are happy. He walks towards my side of the stage and for a moment, my breath catches as I think he might be passing the microphone to me, but it is to my friend, and I half wonder if I would have fainted had it been me.

The charging notes of defiant rocker I Wish You Lonely sound, but Morrissey stops the band, teasing that he will go to the bar now because the song's beginning shocked him so much... but then adds, “this time I’ll sing (cheers) and your job in life... is to smoke weed (giggles and cheers), stop watching the news, stop watching television, because it’s not very good for you; in fact, let me say this... and only this...whenever I have been in this country, I’m never invited on television, which is a compliment (clapping cheers) because when I allow myself to be dragged down... how wrong you are... tomorrow I’m on the prize is slight.”  I absolutely live for these snippets of wisdom and humour he imparts at live shows.


Crooning in Calgary


Accordion-laced Why Don’t You Find Out For Yourself describes the pitfalls of the music industry, and Moz sings with vigour, occasionally whipping the microphone cord against his hip while blue lights dance above. The lines, “don’t rake up my mistakes, I know exactly what they are... and what do you do? Well, you just sit there.” always strike profoundly, as... isn’t it so very true that those who offer absolutely nothing of substance themselves are often the most vocally critical of others. The Vauxhall song is paired well in the set thematically with If You Don’t Like Me, Don’t Look At Me, and Morrissey croons up to the chorus with velvety smoothness, then jabbing emphatically as he sings the title line, playfully adding “so don’t get your knickers in a twist” at the end.





"I love yous", cheers, outstretched arms, voices singing along. Alberta luffs you, Morrissey.

Red smoke billows throughout the air, and dark guitar riffs create knife-plunging atmosphere, and one feels transported to the damp echoing black back alleys of Whitechapel. Morrissey sways with the music, removing his jacket and whipping it to and fro like a dark cape. Crash into my arms... we sing along with him, our arms outstretched in adoration as he is engulfed in clouds of fog. During the guitar solo, he laughs a deliciously maniacal laugh, and we are further elevated into the divine.


Jack The Ripper in Edmonton

As theatre lights drop into darkness, we cheer for Morrissey's return, our eyes searching eagerly for his emergence from backstage, and my heart feels so happily bruised and open ... can you please stop time? Tonight for the encore, he is wearing the light blue birdie jacket with a canary yellow Bruce Lee t-shirt, and he walks up to the microphone and says: “we had a great time in Edmonton, we’ve had a great time here, so if you think I’m crying, I’m not. I’m leaking.” And the band roars into a rapturous version of What She Said and Rubber Ring, as lights dazzle rhythmically. The pit becomes a dance floor of leaping limbs and boundless energy and Morrissey moves across the stage with vitality, thrashing the microphone cord, and singing passionately... “and I need to cling to something...” People reach for him with last-chance-for-now yearning, and some pass him letters. As the final notes of the song fill our ardent ears, he tears his t-shirt off and throws the coveted fabric to the fervent crowd. By now, every slick of ice in frosty Alberta must be melted... and my soul ... it hops aloft with the magpies.






Calgary Concert Video via SER and The Southern Alberta Jubilee Auditorium:






Alberta magpie in action!



All photos by me unless otherwise noted. 
Special thanks to @basia_ana for video help